2 days..

til commencement! it's finally here...
bittersweet.
me -> jobless. moneyless. sometimes i feel hopeless.

BUT. looking on the bright side.
everything is for a reason. maybe i wasn't supposed to go to s.e. asia. have you heard about the crazy thailand stories on the news? haha.
God has a crazy plan for my life. no idea what is next. everything is unexpected- good and bad- but there is a purpose.
it's all a learning process.....the hardships make the future that much more promising and satisfying.

on another note, my mom was like you were named after your grandma. now you have to live up to her legacy. thanks mom O_0
i hope i can live up to even a fraction of what my grandma was and stood for. a model of perserverance and love. of the Christian faith and of an everlasting hope. she was so self-less. i really miss her. i never got to say goodbye which kills me inside. but she is in a better place and is not suffering anymore. you are resting peacefully with our Creator :) 5.24.09